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| Topic Started: Apr 22 2009, 02:03 PM (434 Views) | |
| spearsma | Apr 22 2009, 02:03 PM Post #1 |
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nice knowing everyone. im stressed, tired, upset, confused! peace -michael |
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| StrmySummer | Apr 22 2009, 02:17 PM Post #2 |
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for good?? what happened? |
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| spearsma | Apr 22 2009, 02:26 PM Post #3 |
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maybe a lifetime. honestly i just dont feel like living anymore. maybe heart broken. idk anymore. |
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| Max | Apr 22 2009, 02:34 PM Post #4 |
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Michael........with you feeling like this,you need qualified help man. Believe me I know. Now-I'm not going anywhere. But you need to pick up a phone and the phone book and call a mental health crisis line. I AM NOT kidding. Do that now. I'll be here when you get done. Do it NOW. I'm serious. Then come back and talk to me. |
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| Crimson | Apr 22 2009, 03:14 PM Post #5 |
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Sweety, *hugs*. Your only young dear dont let your heat troubles get you down. You need to be strong for the ones that love you and are closest too. Its okay hun, life is gunna set challenges for you and your goal is to hurdle them with everything youve got. It really does make you stronger. Let the sun shine on your face and welcome fresh air, write down everything you feel with passion, Its a band-aid for love! *hugs* xCrimsonx 
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The Vampire Lair   Laughter is healthy.,. and the one thing we can all be most certain of.,.It's that yes It is universal. For the exact same time and moment we know for sure that in jokes and laughter we see, feel, and know the very same things. Without inhibition and wonder as to, "Do they really understand me, my thoughts and feelings its one tis the same. In laughter we become whole.,. as one. There is nothing.,. not anywhere that can take, tarnish or remove this simple but embracing gesture.  | |
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| She-ra | Apr 22 2009, 03:19 PM Post #6 |
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Whao MICHAEL!! WTH is going on? Why would you want to upset so many people that care about you? Life SUCKS... there are good days and bad days... EVERYONE has them. We Love You and we CARE. You are not the only one in this world to have problems or a broken heart or whatever. If you were my son I swear we would have some kinda serious talk. I don't mean to get all tough love on you but dammit... Shit happens... get over it... move on... do something different. REACH OUT to a health professional. You have come too far already in this world to sit and wallow. Life is tough. Take charge. YOU are the ONLY ONE who can make things better AND that does not mean you need to have a lover either. Get yourself in a good place first before even THINKING of having a relationship. PM me or you know how to contact me. Michael. Please just stop speaking like this. |
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| Delovely | Apr 22 2009, 05:01 PM Post #7 |
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Read this very slowly and digest every word, dear. Hello Michael, Look at us all who cares about you, dear. Please listen to us because all we want is to see you happy. I want you to look at the mirror and examine yourself and think how good you are inside and outside. Is it really worth not living anymore for such beautiful person as you are, Michael? Think of it, ask yourself that... many times if you have to. And ask yourself why. If you keep getting "because of him/her" as an answer then can I just say..."it's the stupidest thing, I've ever heard." Now let that make you smile, Micheal, because it's meant to make you smile. Nobody has the right to hurt you this way. NOBODY, Micheal. And don't let it, don't let ANYONE do this to you because it's absolutely ain't worth it. You are young, you're a hottie, and you are smart. Be just that. Simply that. Life is like a map. It has a lot of directions. Sometimes we just keep go on walking straight. Sometimes we make a stop to breath and rest. Then we keep going again. Sometimes we turn right. Sometimes we turn left. But whichever path you choose to go, it always has its ups and downs. These are the challenges of life. I call them the spices of life. What you are having right now, is one of the spices. And the reason why that certain spice hit you is to challenge you. And that challenge would not have been given to you if you wouldn't be able to nuke it, Michael. So sure, GO AHEAD. GRIEVE. MOURN. WALLOW. Whatever it is that you need to do, you, definitely, have the right to that. But Michael, we can't let ourselves mourn forever. We can't let ourselves stop breathing and stop living. These things happen to us to make us wiser. To make us stronger. Make this as a lesson for you. A learning experience. Then next time something like this happen again, you'll know what to do, you'll know how to fight it. This time round, you have a stronger shield. I say this because life is unpredictable. Either we meet the same challenges again or new challenges. It's entire up to us how to live it. You're life is totally dependent on you and you alone. This is because you decide what's best for you. Sometimes we can be really stupid and do the total opposite of a wise decision but not too stupid to cut ourselves entirely, dear. You are just totally down now and what you need is a breather. Time to think. Time to heal. Time to help yourself stand up again. It's okay to be confused. Michael. It happens to everyone. No exemption. Even the most intelligent person in the whole, whole world gets confused, lol. Remember, there are people who experience worse that what you are experiencing now. So you are not alone. If they can do it and survive it, then you can, too. Honestly, I don't know you very well but I have faith in you. And I, strongly, believe that you can survive this. This is rather lengthy but I hope it gives you something to think about and I hope that I've somehow managed to give you some good advice. Take care of yourself, Michael. We, certainly, don't want to see you go but we respect and care about you enough to let you have your alone time to think straight again. But please keep in mind that we are here sending positive thoughts your way. All the way. In behalf of all "The Paranormal Border's Forum" staff and members, we love you, we care about you, and we are here for you, Michael. (((((((((((((((((((BIG, BIG HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Cheer up now, dear.  ~Roxanne |
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| She-ra | Apr 22 2009, 05:13 PM Post #8 |
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Yes Roxanne. Excellent words. Sometimes I guess I am too tough. I don't mean to be... Great thoughts there hun. Read up Michael. We all love ya man!! |
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| spearsma | Apr 22 2009, 05:44 PM Post #9 |
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yea im sittin here in tears. its even hard to talk to my own mother thought im adopted. she doesnt even now im like bi or gay. this one guy i met two weeks ago at gym. i thought this might be a good chance to do something right and good. A break from Sean (a waste of 4-5 yrs of a supposdely close relationship, though we never dated). But I think I pushed and pushed and I am so damn impatient. Plus other factors like tired of being broke and a new financial start from who knows maybe an unexpected windfall of money coming my way so I can start my own businessess and do what i want and be happy and also give to others as well to this world and be happy happy!! i cussed this guy out and maybe i was rushing good things. i know it was werid he gave me his friends cell number. i told him whats this. he said this is the guy who we worked out with other day. apparently that friend may or may not like gay or bi people unless hes trying to find out info about me and pass it along to oscar. thats what i feel. maybe oscar trying to find and explore me. idk. if he really does care for me and if i say sorry to him tomorrow through text, would they be a sign for new start, fresh ground, and a new sense of trust. i told oscar, dude if your gay or bi then tell me. he really met all the criteria of gay. all the signs from me observing him and how he like touching me and eyeing me and stuff. im willing to step up and say sorry |
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| spearsma | Apr 22 2009, 06:00 PM Post #10 |
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im just sittin here drippin in tears for no reason' |
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| Max | Apr 22 2009, 10:16 PM Post #11 |
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Tears are good Michael. Tears heal. I'm saying this because I care-you need help. Somebody to talk this stuff over with. I know. I need someone to. I see someone every 2 weeks. They have cheap or free help. Please look in the phone book. Use the help that's out there. Edited by Max, Apr 22 2009, 10:16 PM.
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| Roxanne | Apr 23 2009, 02:35 AM Post #12 |
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Roxanne's here for you, Michael....... *Offers her shoulder to cry on for Michael, rubs his back* That's it, cry it out, sweety. *Takes buckets from the pub and line them up infront of Michael.* *Takes out her pack of cigarettes and offers one to Michael* Wanna smoke? *Takes some alcohol out* Wanna drink? *Rubs Michael's back some more and kisses his head* Want us to hunt Sean's and the other guys' stinky ass down, sweety? Lefty, prepare our hammers there and Max get the shovel handy we may have to dig a cozy place for all these worthless guys who hurt our friend Michael here. *Takes a box of kleenex from Isis's office and Shera's handkerchiefs and puts them on Michael's lap.* There, there, Michael. It's okay to cry, sweety. Tomorrow you'll be okay soon. Just no more of this romance shit for now, okay? Let yourself heal first and forget those numbers, forget these guys for now, okay? They're not worth your tears and they're not worth your time. *Rubs Michael's back some more, gently..... kisses his forehead* Okay, dear, I'm going for work now and I'll be at work all day so get yourself some rest and if you read above, that letter I wrote for you, again and again. You'll find the answers to your questions, sweety. We love you. Take care of yourself now. *hugs* ~Roxanne out! |
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| Isis | Apr 23 2009, 05:23 AM Post #13 |
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Michael you need to get in touch with me, whats going with this guy i know you two where getting to be tight?.... Running wont help anything it only makes it worse......Pm me when you find this babe.... |
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| She-ra | Apr 23 2009, 05:31 AM Post #14 |
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Michael= look how lucky you are!! You have about 3 additional adopted mother's and an adopted father here. How lucky can you get?? *okay you're supposed to chuckle and giggle there* We love you!! |
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| spearsma | Apr 23 2009, 06:24 AM Post #15 |
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Thanks all. Thanks to the three adopted moms and on adopted dad on here. Means alot. Wish me and that oscar dude could be have new starts be more open and stuff but im a failure at that. Wish I could just have great unexpected things start happening now for once and it would last (money, good careers with me putting money towards opening business), then anything else, and help my mom out, help world out, etc |
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